Yeah, you may scoff at my statement and call me deranged but you'll be surprised at how many people feel this way (I got 7 Likes for the picture in the first 5 minutes after I re-posted it). However, I may have taken this to an extreme. I'm someone who has had innumerable crushes in school. I can't recall a time I DIDN'T like somebody. I think the first time that happened was in class 12th but that didn't end for long. But since I've joined college (an all girls one, thank you very much)- I'm so disinterested in the whole thing. It's so hard for me to get excited about guys I know... I'd rather spend the day watching Dean Winchester on Supernatural.
And in case you're wondering, no- exposure to so many boobs at the same time has not turned me into a lesbian (wouldn't life be so much simpler if I was though? Well, except the whole part of traditional parents bawling their eyes out/ kicking me out of the house).
The other day a close friend even tried hinting at the fact that my obsession with fictional male characters who are bad boys on the surface but with a potential to be good has infiltrated my real life and I don't realise the extent I'm taking it to. To quote her, 'this isn't some fantasy... it's real life.' But you know what, screw real life. Yeah, I said it- SCREW REAL LIFE. If I want to spend my time around potentially making a mistake, that's alright since I'm having a great time doing it.
And what if I need someone who excites me in the way FICTIONAL characters do? We're all flesh and blood and I don't think any writer can capture the complexity that we are... And if I have to wait around for someone like that, hell yeah. Totally worth it.
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